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Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Been so long since i last blogged. Guess it'll be pointless for me to update my life too.Shall just blog about a random thought that i have a strong feel of it tonight.Have u ever wonder hw much truth is there when someone tells u sth? I guess trust is the mechanism that kps human relations going...Once broken, it'll be hard to find it back...In life, there're alw many occasions wen we have to risk the chance of breaking this mechanism.Then i wonder again...Is there anybody in this world who doesn't even cherish this mechanism at all? The answer is Yes. I guess there is.I alws have this thinking, wen you tell a lie, u r treating the other party as an idiot. But one day, will ppl treat u as an idiot as well?Oh well, i guess i do look like one. If not, things will not repeat itself over n over again. Guess human's nature is deteriorating day after day.When a beautiful picture is painted upon a pile of shit, how can u righteously say that it's a pretty picture? It's more like a pretty piece of shit. In chinese, this is called 睁眼说瞎话。Then again, on a 2nd tot,Privacy is meant to be private. When one lies about his/her privacy, it sounds totally justifiable. I guess i just don't like the idea of becoming an idiot over n over again.despite my effort in trying to construct a nice picture of u, u r consistently showing ur ugly side to me and tarnishing everything.n i just find it terrifying at how lies can be concealed at times. how disappointing eh...Wen a bird has just found a place to build his nest, the wind once again destroy the nest.One thingy to note is that in life, there can be alot of cumulative events that contribute to the success and failure of sth. It feels torturous to be hurt by others. bt have u ever hurt others before? In this context, it's definitely justifiable.
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11:27 PM
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Have not been updating lately..Just couldn't find the mood to blog..Lotsa stuff happened during this period of time..Went to taiwan for the 1st time in my life.Attended an engagment/ wedding dinner which the host is sumone dear to me. Yes..my bro has found himself a life partner. Though the dinner wasn't considered quite pleasant to me, i still feel happy for my bro.Suddenly developed a thinking in the midst of the dinner...No matter wat the onlookers have to say abt the marriage. No matter hw many promises we can make to take care of whoever.N no matter hw grand or how ugly the dinner can get, it'll be the newly wed couples who are going to face their future.Nothing matters more than wat they yearn for in their marriage, true promises made deep down in their heart. Best wishes to them. haha..:)Watched "2012" last night...It is a fantastic show that i'll strongly recommend.Life has become so insignificant and helpless in front of the diasters.Hearing again n again the loved ones at the other end of the line bidding farewell to u before they meet their fate.Staying alive isn't any better than perishing tog w them.bt of cos, there are alw souls on earth who cares only abt themselves. can we say that they are selfish?bt who on earth will always regard others above themselves?i guess no one noes the ans until we were in a similar situation. Perhaps the noble ones are only a handful.There are many ppl coming in n out of our life.n i'm sure everyone has a certain "worth" in our eyes.hw do we determine this "worth"? A similar thingy said by two different persons could produce very differing reactions from the ppl around. Ever tot of hw much "worth" are u in others' eyes? I found a nice word that can describe my "worth"."Agent".In OTIA, agent is someone who carries out the objectives of the principal.In dictionary, it's defined as a person or business authorized to act on another's behalf.In Chemistry, it refers to a substance that causes the reaction.In short, it means it is the centre/linking platform that bridges all the other substances around. Maybe someone mite ask, wat's so bad being an agent?It sounds so impt and essential in life. However, agents are usually easily forgotten...agents will nv have the chance to shine..agents will always have an expiry date.n most importantly, agents are easily replacable.Anyone can be an agent, n be an actor at the same time..bt an agent can only be an agent..cos an agent has loses it's potential to be an actor.Today is a bad bad day..a super pessismistic day.nth has happened bt tots are just flowing round my mind.Hope tmr will be a better day...
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
“ 曾拥有的东西是不会失去的。。。"在连续剧中无意地听到这番话虽然它在瞬时间被我的脑袋拷贝下来但是我觉得它缺乏说服力。。。拥有真的依偎着永恒吗？怎么有时我觉得我失去的甚至比拥有的还多 :(" I wonder, do we all know where we belong? And if we do, why do we so often do nth abt it?"~Movie: Beyond Borders ~Awaiting to encounter my Home. Place that i belong.
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1:11 AM
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
Just finished watching Marley and Me..The show has gotten me abit sentimental here.it is a nice show indeed. :)There will be parts of our lives wen we do feel lonely and the unbearable emptiness.Search of companions and soul mates commence to fill the gap.bt wen life starts to get interesting, these companions are deemed as redundant and sometimes, an irritator. ppl shoo them away and hope tt things will get even better w/o their presence.one fine day, wen they are really not ard anymore, will we start to miss them again?Will we have regret and blame ourselves for not treating them better in the past?In Marley and me, a Labrador plays the role of a companion.like any other living things, he went through the life cycle leading a super interesting life in my pt of view.World's worst dog is an 'achievement' that he earned himself. wen he's dying, the whole family grieved for his departure.bt well, he's just moving on to the nxt stage of his life i guess..this reminds me of another show that i watched recently. it's about a war horse which has been reared by the king since young. in one of the battle, the king had fallen off the horse back after been shot by an arrow frm the enemy soldier. he was surrounded by the enemy troops dying to kill him for honour.The horse could have fled for its own life..bt it stayed and tried to protect the king with its body.of cos, in the end the horse didn't make it but the king did.I guess it's true that some animals are really true frenz of human beings.cos they have no use for fancy materials..U give them ur hearts and they'll give u theirs.How many ppl can make u feel extraordinary? I really wanna noe..:)
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6:09 PM
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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
In addition to the " Holidays Enjoyments" i mentioned in my last entry, i have new stuff to add! Had lotsa more badminton games, steamboat, night safari trip and more mit ups!!Shuang!! until now i have been enjoying...really feel like trying stuff tt we dn often do...such as Kayaking, rock climbing etc.Hopefully for the rest of my holidays can have these activities planned in.Argh!! i'm having headache nw...:(have the mood to blog bt cant think of anything nw..will blog again wen i can..:)I hate my deprivation of attention! Sorry for watever i should be sorry for. :(
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12:05 AM
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Sunday, June 14, 2009
Last Entry published 09 Feb 2009...Wah!! Pretty long ago eh? haha..Ppl usually has daily, weekly, or monthly updates..Mine is once every few mths..wat a lazy blogger!! :SAnw, lotsa stuffs has taken place during these 4 mths..After CNY is filled with rev, tests and exams..Oh ya..an update with respect to my previous entry, i have acquired my driving license after my 2nd try. :)Life after exams has been quite fulfilling too. Played badminton, went prawning, gatherings, movies, K-Box, celebration of bdays..i hope there are more enjoyments coming up be4 my financial status turn from yellow to red. haha..I nd a job soon i guess..so hopefully lobangs will approach me once i nd them!! haha..Just went jogging after so many mths..Actually felt abit of pressure on my heart. :(hopefully tt's cos i haven been jogging for quite sometime and not some health problems coming my way. :(shall start watching my diet soon!!As usual, jogging alw allows me to reflect n think of happenings ard me.Realised tt human r/s boils down to one bloody word : ~ RESPECT~Respect makes strangers into friends.Respect makes family bonded and stays in harmony.Most importantly, respect makes others respect u in return.Without that, ppl starts quarrelling/ have arguements..ppl starts to tok in a weird manner..ppl starts to bu shuang and r/s starts to fall apart.A simple word that everyone understands bt not everyone practises.Easy to lose bt hard to earn.a fundamental need which all the others build upon.However, respect doesn't mean must behave in a polite n orderly manner.everyone has differing definitions..what's urs? haha..:pOh ya!! the entry before last i mentioned tt rosie is leaving for US.today, she's back!! haha..c? it only takes one entry time for her to return back to home..fast rite?wuahahahaha!!
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Monday, February 09, 2009
Heyo! Wanna update on CNY 09 ~~feel tt CNY is getting more n more sian yr after yr leh..duno issit just me or it's due to the economic downturn.Nonetheless, did some visitings and still managed to have some fun in between.=DThks so much for all those who have invited me for visitings..most importantly, contribute to the sum of angbao money i've collected!! hee..i think it's quite a miserable sum leh..wonder how do i last until holiday.:(today is the last day of CNY le..does tt means tt all enjoyments shld come to an end? Serious mugging has to take place soon i guess..think i shldn't let myself dwn again by nt kping my own promises..sooooo..soonhui!! please wake up!!! =poh ya!! before CNY i just failed my 1st TP..disappointing, devastating, lost, upset and watever lousy feelings u can think of were felt.luck is seriously needed everywhere eh?i do not wanna blame it all on others cos i'm truly at fault in the 1st place.
i'm lazy to repeat the whole story here again..and it's nt sumthing worth remembering too..it's over le so it isn't much of a concern to me right nw le.Hope nxt test i will have better luck n of cos, i nd to brush up on my skills too..:)being bothered by the same qn again..must this world be filled with lies??I hate it wen i have to tell lies cos i noe how pissed and irritated i can get wen i found out someone lied to me.BUT... it's sumthing so common in this world..be it white lies, black lies, rainbow lies or watever the colour is, they r still lies.hw contradicting life can be eh? :(i wish i have a lies detector!! wuahahaha..
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